assalammualaikum and hello everyone. probably there is no one that actually read this blog. besides, the blogging trend is slowly become unpopular. it is so obvious. people always log in to their social sites such as facebook, twitter, instagram, tumblr and much more. they prefer something simpler and shorter but with thousands of meaning. however, i prefer long writing to express what i feel but i just dont have that much time to keep updating my blog like before. hey but now ive come back. i feel like i want to continue my daily routine of blogging.
now ive come back with an interesting topic about CRUSH. i bet all people in this world had crushes for few people. the matter now is it is small or big crush that you are having or even worse your CRUSH things have changed to something we called LOVE. i dont know what i feel right now for him is still a crush or love...
I've a crush on him from before until now. from the first time i saw him but at that time i didnt have feelings for him,. it started from a simple admire towards him. just simple admire i had for him d gradually changed into curiosity and soon changed to have a crush on him but now i do think that this is not just a CRUSH anymore. i have fallen hard for him. i know it's not right but i just cannot deny my own feelings. the heart wants what it want. no name need to be mention but i want to share my experiences and my acts when i got to see my crush everyday.
It all started when i entered matriculation life. i got into SEMAC. i was from the second intake batch. so, i have a friend that helped me to discover what was around the SEMAC. she took me to have a look at everywhere. not to forget she did bring me to see the squash courts. i did have interest in squash so that would be a good chance to see the real squash court and games. when i arrived at the court. there was no one there accept for someone. he was wearing full white attire. from head to toes, all white. he was looking at his phone. i just caught a glance at him and we went to sit at the audience seat to have a rest after the look around activities.
my first impression towards him was "this guy has a world of himself". no one just can entered this side of his world easily. when he was in the court playing, he became his own self. that is the real him. i had an interest in him since then but never had that kind of feelings for him. i was all at the beginning. a month was flying so fast. i kept coming to the court everyday to see him and the others playing squash. i didnt even know his name, his age, what module his in and i knew nothing about him. like i said all started from a simple admire towards him. the charisma i saw in him when he was playing caused me to admire him. i never thought that this would change into something else.
actually, i have a lot to tell but this is still not the time to reveal all the story.. so this will be continued in the next post. when i am ready enough to share the rest of the story.. i hope that after i revealed the story, i can start to forget my feelings for him. i bet he already has someone in his heart, i should let this feelings go.. one sided love will never succeed..
TO BE CONTINUED........:)
